Just for you

I standing in the balcony every deep night,
To find those cheerful shiny stars to cheer my heart,
While I begin my time, try to find every pieces of our memory,
The beautiful moment that I have past a long time ago,
Only U the one, the face, the voice and the only one single name,
That takes all my breath, my tears and my dreams of my night,
Without my consciousness I lost my faith, I cry….,

To hear those foreign languages love songs,
The melody seems understand me, trying to comfort me,
But still……, these eyes can’t stop flowing,
I hope that you would be here at that moment,
By my side, hear me, see me, and hold me,
Said that you love me and won’t ever leave me,
I’m trying to smile, and have my faith on you,
But, when I open up my eyes,
You are not by my side, not hold me,
What left is the deep dark that really empty.

How should I say? ,
Its feel so sad, so hurt, really hate you,
But I like you, I need you, and I love you,
Those feelings is so heavy than you can imagine,
I can’t bear to see your eyes, how should I know,
To sure that you feel it too,

Maybe I was wrong,
I should tell you how much are you mean to me,
How much I loved you, from the beginning,
I can’t bear to see your eyes, how should I know, to sure that you love me too? ,
This is really a long story,
when it is start and when it would be end,
Why this feeling is so heavy? ,
To think that you’re not with me or recognize me,
Until now I feel this sorrow,
With hope that you can hear my heart,
That beating fast only just for you……...

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